To comfort - locked to Ishtar NSFW

[illfatedassassin]

 Hei was not in the best of moods. Well, more than usual while in the tower. Not surprising. He lost the love of his life and constantly kept losing everyone else around him. Old habits were just getting the better of him, and no matter what, that release was never going to come to him. Teaching, fighting, cooking, all of it never really helped. Some suggested he try dating, as odd as it was, but even he questioned who? Only person he knew quite well was Ishtar; there was Chloe too, but Hei would rather not push his luck.

So he merely kept sitting at the bed. Mao the mogwai wasn't there, actually taking over Hei for teaching; he taught the little fellow well. He didn't even notice Ishtar coming through the door to his shared room.

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[xroyal_bratx]

"Oh, alright. Were you planning on doing something?" she mused.

He was a little harder to talk to sometimes, since he doesn't have much to say. Ishtar was usually very talkative.

[illfatedassassin]

He shook his head, clearly sad and miserable. "Nothing I can do any more. They keep leaving me anyway."

[xroyal_bratx]

"It's how it is, isn't it? We're always reminded of how utterly useless we are to stop things."

She replied closing her eyes.

"It sucks."

[illfatedassassin]

"No kidding." He sighs, rubbing a hand through his hair. "Hell, we are the only ones really left from the facility still around, aren't we?"

[xroyal_bratx]

"Yeah, it seems like they just haven't thought about getting rid of us yet. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing, to be honest."

Ishtar replied looking down.

[illfatedassassin]

"Considering how we are powerless to stop them, I'm willing to say it's the latter."

He sighs, rubbing his head. "I can't even relieve my stress."

[xroyal_bratx]

"Yeah, I know."

She could only hoped though.

"Stress?"

She looked at him, "Is something stressing you out besides all of this?"

[illfatedassassin]

He paused at that...well, he figured he could be blunt.

"I was too used to Lucy's...advances once we were together. I haven't pursued sexual encounters for obvious reasons, but it has left a toll on me."

Perhaps a bit more than he should have said. And with her clearly involved with someone else now based on what info he could find, he couldn't interfere with her life.

[xroyal_bratx]

Oh, he meant that kind of stress. Well, Ishtar's not really the type of person that knows how to do those things, but she couldn't possibly offer it casually either. Things like that were rather important right?

"So, you're sexually frustrated?" she mused tilting her head. She was just as blunt as he was with words. Somehow, it was better for her to say just that. Involved wasn't really the correct words. Her relationship with Duzell was a little more than strained at the moment and well Darres was her husband to be and supposedly she had kids with him so she did something like that right?

Ishtar's face kind of keeps it's usual expression as she looked at him.

[illfatedassassin]

"Among other things, yes."

Now he felt bad for actually admitting it to her. He sighed, shaking his head.

"Look, I...I'm not trying to ask for a favor."

[xroyal_bratx]

"You're sure honest about your feelings," Ishtar laughs softly, though obviously the situation makes her feel lightly uncomfortable but she sort of laughs it off.

She's not really experienced that so it was hard for her to really off help. She didn't really know how to be honest. She just pondered for a moment. Friends were important, but drawing the line was also important. It wouldn't work well if she passed a certain line. However, it wasn't like Darres or Duzell was around.

She's not pent up, but she really didn't know what it means to have that sort of frustration.

"Well, it's fine. I don't particularly mind. I'm just not experienced in that category to help but I could try," as weird as that sounded. She wasn't an easy going person and she simply wouldn't just say that to anyone.

[illfatedassassin]

He blinked, looking up at Ishtar. Part of him wanted to refuse, but with how he was now? Any kind of comfort would have helped him out greatly. He moved off of the bed, going towards her, arms wrapped around her waist. He stares into her eyes, partly ashamed, if only because of his body's needs.

"Sorry if I am rough then." No more words came, only his lips on hers as he kissed her.

[xroyal_bratx]

Honestly, the first steps weren't as bad as they could be. She's used to being held around the waist, and certain areas that both Darres and Duzell had touched briefly. She's pecked Darres a couple of times, and kissing well her first kiss was mostly stolen by her sly fox of a friend.

It doesn't seem like it mattered if she was going to help someone though, maybe for this once.

"...A-Ah, it's okay," she replied with a small smile as their lips connected.

[illfatedassassin]

He moved down, grabbing the hem of her dress. "Can you help me take this off?"

[xroyal_bratx]

"Er...Yeah."

Of course she'd be wearing something was a little difficult to take off. Ishtar pushes her hands hands behind her back to find the clasp and zippers on the dress.

[illfatedassassin]

He moves behind her, hands going to try and help undo her dress more. But as he did, he brought his lips to her neck, kissing Ishtar's skin. He needed to convince himself more that what he was doing was right, that she wanted him to do this. Forcing it to be empty would only hurt both of them. Eventually, the dress drops to the floor, with Hei's hands seeking out Ishtar's chest, massaging her breasts through her bra.

[xroyal_bratx]

Ishtar shivered at the feeling since it was rather foreign to her and the only times anyone touched her neck was when her vampire friends were using her as a source of blood or because she gave them that choice. It felt very different and her face kind of turns a little red at the contact.

She didn't feel that it was forced. It was just being new to the sensation made her nervous and bit shy. Something that she wasn't really used to.

"mmm..."

Ah, that felt really odd and the sound she made...

[illfatedassassin]

His hands moved again, quickly undoing and discarding her bra, one hand back to her bare chest now. He massaged her breast, palm rubbing against her nipple. Kisses remained on her neck, moving closer to hear ear. But now he felt bolder, sliding his hand underneath her panties, rubbing at her folds.

[xroyal_bratx]

Ishtar continued to shiver at the skin on skin contact, making her face really hot with embarassment. It's a weird feeling of baring everything to someone when she never went that far with even the person that she loved. Her typically bold demeanor was replaced with something close to shyness.

"Mmm."

She couldn't stop herself from making those incoherent sounds and even though they sounded embarrassing, she wasn't holding them in. There was a surprised jolt when he touched the sensitive area, "ah."

[illfatedassassin]

At least he knew he was hitting the right spots. Fingers slowly slipped past her folds, thrusting a single digit in and out. Those moans...he wanted more of them. He turned her around, mouth going straight to her breasts and suckling on her nipple. With his hunger growing, he was finding it harder to control himself.